Angel

The events in the Angel Season Five episode “Time Bomb” (5.19) unveil former hell goddess Illyria’s humanistic development. Her path toward becoming more human is tedious, much like the path humans face in their daily struggles. While her dreams are more grandiose than those of mere humans, she becomes a relatable character experiencing a very humanlike existence. Angel, which captures the culture and language of present day Los Angeles, meets the important criterion for using psychoanalysis (the study of psychological behavior) to evaluate a text: it conveys the sense of a lived experience (Parker, p. 314). The psychoanalytic theory developed by psychoanalyst Jacques Lacan offers a framework for understanding the process Illyria undergoes. Lacan posits that “all individuals are fragmented: No one is whole” (Bressler, p. 129). His theory focuses on “understanding the human psyche” by looking at the individual’s “divided self” (Ibid, p. 131).

Lacan’s theory is specifically relevant to Illyria’s experiences as she endures the two key elements to his theory, lack and fragmentation. According to Lacan, lack stems from a desire to return to the Imaginary Order. In fiction, the Imaginary Order is typically represented as a place where an individual feels whole. Illyria’s Imaginary Order is the world as it once was when she ruled it eons ago. The desire for the unattainable Imaginary Order results in fragmentation (a breakdown of the psyche) in the Real Order, which consists of the physical universe and all the things within it (Bressler, p. 129). The Real Order is the reality in which any person exists, whether he or she wants to or not. For Illyria, the Real Order is modern day Los Angeles, which to her is both limiting and suffocating. She must reconcile her loss in order to overcome lack and fragmentation in the Real Order.

In literature, both language and profound experiences such as death are often used to depict fragmentation. Both of these devices illustrate Illyria’s fragmentation throughout the episode “Time Bomb”. Language is used as a “symbolic system which provide(s) a communicational bridge” between individuals, allowing them to make sense of things after events have occurred (Parker, p. 307). This helps the characters and the viewers process the events around them as the actions in the episode force Illyria through a painful physical and mental fragmentation that will lead to her death.

In the earlier episode “Shells” (5.16) Illyria initially sought her Imaginary Order by visiting her ancient temple, which is now empty and desolate. With her army gone, she resides at Wolfram and Hart as a lost god without a kingdom or followers. Wesley Wyndam-Price has accepted the task of being Illyria’s guide to this world, the Real Order. As author Jes Battis discusses in his book Chosen Families in Buffy the Vampire Slayer and Angel, when Illyria first asks Wesley to be her guide, she is not concerned about “human attachments”. Her initial interests are “entirely clinical” (p. 127). However, in “Time Bomb” Illyria’s powers become unstable, and she is on the brink of destruction. As she enters the state of mind that Lacan identifies as fragmentation, she starts to demonstrate human emotions.

In the opening of “Time Bomb”, Illyria has left this dimension to retrieve Angel’s colleague Charles Gunn, imprisoned in another dimension. When Wesley informs Angel of her act, they agree she is unpredictable, and Angel concludes she is not doing this for the benefit of their team. As they argue over their attitudes toward Illyria, Wesley explains that she has the “power of a god” while Angel claims all she has now is the “ego of a god”. Wesley reminds him that she was once ruler of the world, and acknowledges that she will never accept any of them as peers. Angel concludes that Illyria remains at Wolfram and Hart only because it “reeks of influence”.

The statements both men make reflect the very struggle Illyria is experiencing in her divided self: she is forced to live in the Real Order while longing to return to the Imaginary Order. Upon her return with Gunn, Illyria calmly holds him by the throat, acknowledging that he is precious to the others. Considering her understanding of the world, Wesley agrees they owe her a debt for returning him safely. Illyria accepts this and releases Gunn from her deathly grip. She never requests repayment, as she is satisfied by the power she holds in attaining indebtedness. Despite the fact that she has no kingdom to rule, she is still a god demanding authority. As Wesley reflects, everyone looks “so tiny to her” and she is “monumentally self-possessed”.

During a sparring session with Spike, Illyria reflects on the powers she once held and believes she still holds. In theory, Spike is testing her skills, though Angel later comments that she is testing all of them. As they spar, Illyria tells Spike “adaptation is compromise”. Reflecting on her ancient history, she tells Spike that the world “shuttered, groaned, [and] knelt at [her] feet” when it met her. She concludes that “to never die and conquer all” is winning. Illyria’s desire to return to the Imaginary Order is fierce. She refuses to accept her fate of existing as a lesser being in a world so changed. However, the dialogue Illyria continuously uses to voice her purported power clearly shows how she is desperately struggling to hold onto it. If she still had such power, it would be unnecessary to remind people of it. Her language demonstrates how adamant she is against adapting.

The stage Illyria is experiencing is much like the mirror stage children reach when they begin to identify parts of themselves with what is reflected in a mirror (Olivier, p. 3). Though Illyria is centuries old, her human development is in very early stages. This mirror stage is representative of a promise of wholeness and unity, though it actually has the effects of alienation (Ibid, p. 4). Metaphorically, Illyria’s memory of the power she used to have is her mirror, and the only way she sees herself. Individuals lack improvement beyond the mirror stage until they grasp the Real Order and no longer seek the Imaginary Order (Ibid, p. 6, 15). In order for Illyria to avoid fragmentation and fulfill the lack she is experiencing, she must accept the Real Order.

As Spike and Angel discuss Illyria after the sparring session, she suddenly experiences her first shift in time. Initially, the other characters are unaware of this occurrence, and neither Illyria nor the viewers understand what is happening. In a later conversation, Wesley explains to Spike and Angel that Illyria is unstable and overloading. The fusion that exists between her demon essence and her host body is deteriorating. The human part cannot hold the power of the god within and will cause her to self-destruct violently and soon. Illyria continues shifting out of linear progression, becoming more uncertain and concerned about her future. By Lacan’s principles, the future is based on human interaction. If an individual “loses the capacity to make sense of the past and future”, he or she faces a symbolic life or death situation, potentially leading to inner fragmentation (De Grave, p. 436). The events in “Time Bomb” illustrate Illyria’s mental (inner) and physical (outer) fragmentation as she shifts through time and begins to destruct physically. She is trying to make sense of events and hold onto her ancient power as she literally faces death.

Relying on dialogue to make sense of what is occurring, Illyria questions Wesley about some of the constructs of this world such as days and time. Battis describes Illyria as “coldly analytical” with “a strange curiosity for human affairs” (p. 113). However, Illyria’s curiosity begins to demonstrate that she slowly is developing human emotions and attachments. As Wesley explains time to her, she suddenly accuses him of being her betrayer. In the previous episode, “Origin”, Wesley shattered the Window of Orlon, a mystical orb that contained altered elements of the past, in hopes of undoing Illyria’s infection of Fred.

The distinction that Illyria did not viciously murder Fred is important to remember in understanding her character structure. She infected a body, as a virus does, for her own preservation. In “Origin” (5.18), Wesley too acted out of self-interest and a sense of emotional preservation: he explains he was willing to destroy Illyria if it would bring back Fred. When he questions Illyria on whether or not his betrayal stings her, she explains that “betrayal” was once a neutral word that was “as unjudged as water or breeze”. After a pause, she explains that what bothers her is the fact that she is bothered. Wesley explains that her statement “sounds very close to human”. Illyria is defensive when Wesley compares her to a human.

Illyria is defensive when Wesley compares her to a human. She reflects that humans are merely “motes of dust” that die so quickly after their birth that they might as well have not lived. Battis explains that Illyria’s “outsiderness” concerning humans is not simply a function of her being “icy”, but stems from a sense of “loneliness” (p. 115). Without anything bowing down before her, Illyria is confused and isolated. This cynical moment with Wesley is representative of that hidden feeling. According to Lacan, people find their identities based upon their interactions with others (De Grave, p. 437). Her coldness toward Wesley here is an expression of her inner frustration at developing human traits. She despises the change she recognizes in herself and denies it for sometime, still fixated upon her Imaginary Order and previous state of being.

As the conversation between Illyria and Wesley continues, she informs him that his opinion of her “weighs less than sunlight”. It’s clear by her tone that his betrayal has greatly upset her. When she ruled the world, she would have never considered the opinion of a lesser being. In telling Wesley that his opinion means nothing to her, she is ultimately trying to convince herself of that fact. Her desire for the Imaginary Order is so strong that she continues denying herself any attachment to the Real Order.

Illyria experiences another time shift during this conversation. First, she moves forward to a moment when Wesley and other members of Angel’s team appear to be killing her. Then she moves backward to a conversation with Angel and Spike. Upon returning to the present moment, she angrily tells Wesley that he tried to murder her again and storms out of his office. Her dramatic exit assures viewers of her growing emotional attachment toward Wesley. She is not merely upset that there seems to be a scheme to plot her murder, but that Wesley specifically is a part of it. He has disappointed her again. Lacan’s theory indicates that any expectations of behavior between individuals are grounded in relations that are a distinct characteristic of human interaction. Illyria is closer to human in this moment of anger than she would ever want to admit.

Illyria had never experienced any emotions toward anyone before she met Wesley. This sense of being bothered is a part of being connected to something (Battis, p. 130). Though it seems Wesley is guiding Illyria through this world by teaching her about humans, he is actually showing her how to become human. For reasons neither of them can articulate, he continues to teach her, and she continues to learn (ibid). This relationship, which continues through Wesley’s death in the series finale, is pivotal to her development.

After experiencing her first two shifts in time, Illyria believes Angel is doing something to her and confronts him about it. She explains to him that it is absurd to do anything besides bow to her will. Her verbal attack against Angel differs from the one she just had with Wesley. When she accuses Wesley of betraying her, she takes it very personally. Yet when she believes Angel is trying to kill her, she demands authority by defending her position as a god. With Angel, she is only concerned about her own preservation and displays no concern whatsoever for his attitude or actions toward her on a personal level.

In the final events of “Time Bomb”, Angel, Wesley, Spike, and Lorne meet in order to destroy Illyria before her unavoidable physical self-destruction annihilates all of them and a large part of Los Angeles. Wesley has a generator designed to draw out Illyria’s essence and has falsely informed Angel it will kill her. Illyria and Angel then begin shifting through time together, and she continues to accuse of him of being responsible for what is happening and continues to try to assert her power over him. Though Angel is not responsible for the time shifts, he is tired of hearing her ranting about the days when she ruled, and he definitively declares that this is now his kingdom. Illyria claims that she is “the god-king of the Primordium, Shaper of Things”. As they argue about power, Illyria assuredly declares that “reign persists from victory” and “if you want to win a war you must serve no master but your ambition”, giving Angel something to consider in his war with Wolfram and Hart.

After this series of time shifts, Illyria comes back to the present several times. When Wesley is finally able to explain to Illyria that he is not trying to kill her, she objects to his use of the generator, claiming that she “would rather be [the] titanic crater” that her explosive destruction would cause than to be similar to human. She states that she possesses so much grace and “was the immaculate embodiment of rule”, when her body overloads and she again begins to fragment and die. Angel tells her that holding onto what she used to be, her Imaginary Order, is destroying her. Her final statement through her breaking body is that she blames it on the “weakness” of the human species.

Before Illyria can die, Wesley uses the generator to draw out some of her power. She collapses to the floor, and when Wesley offers her a hand she harshly replies, “Touch me and die, vermin.” Confused and terrified, Illyria unwillingly completes her transformation from a higher being into one resembling human (Battis, p. 129). She is now forced to endure in the Real Order after struggling so greatly against its confines in pursuit of her Imaginary Order. Her physical fragmentation is prevented, but she is left to contend with her newly developing emotional view of the world in a diminished physical form.

As Wesley and Angel discuss Illyria outside of the training room, she lies on the floor motionless where she has collapsed. Through the remaining moments of the episode, she never gets up. Angel decides to let her to live in this less powerful form, telling Wesley that he realizes she may be a resource after all. The comments that Illyria made to Angel as they moved through time together helped him to recognize his position as leader of his team; he begins to see how he must use his own power in order to avert the upcoming Apocalypse (Abbott, p. 68).

After “Time Bomb”, Illyria continues to explore and experience the world around her. Though she will never lose her desire to rule the universe and be treated like a god, she embraces the Real Order and recognizes she will never ascertain her Imaginary Order. In different social interactions, an individual can become anything ranging from a mother, to an enemy, or even to a goddess (De Grave, p. 443). The ability to shift personas is part of what makes people human. This ability is demonstrated with Illyria in the episode “The Girl in Question” (5.20) when she takes on the personality of Fred to explore the relationship with her parents, who do not know their daughter is gone. Until we die, we are always in the process of “becoming” (ibid). While Illyria has an understanding of who (or what) she was and wants to remain, she finally accepts change under new circumstances. Operating within the Real Order offers her the opportunity to become, and not remain simply what she is.

All of these events culminate into what become the final actions of the Angel series. The significant change and development in Illyria is powerful not just for her as a character, but in the ripple effect it has for the closure of the series. Throughout “Time Bomb” and the following episodes, Wesley continues to help Illyria adjust to this world, ultimately instilling a sense of humanity in her. Illyria’s emotional tie to Wesley compels her to fight on Angel’s side in the final battle where she proves a valuable asset.